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IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME.
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart. 
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Never have I needed help
I've always made it through myself
But this time I doubt I can take it
And no longer can I fake it
No longer can I cry at night
I've lost my strength and will to fight
I just can't take it anymore
I hate this life, I hate this world
I hate how people always leave me
How boys are so apt to deceive me
And the way that life repeats
My tragedies, and my defeats
If this is how the rest will be
Then now would be the time to leave
Take the key and turn, unlock
Slowly open up Death's box
Bring this hell unto an end
And break me before I can bend
Flashing pictures, life and dreams
Until from this body I'm free
Wasted so many tears
Crying over you,
Wasted so many days
Believing what's not true.
I wasted so many nights
With you on my mind,
Wasted so much of life
With you by my side.
Wasted so long with you,
Living in a lie,
If I could take it back I would,
And let you pass by.
I wasted so much of my time
Letting you control me,
Finally I've broken free,
And I'm healing slowly.
I wasted so much love
Loving that which was not real,
I no longer love you,
Now I hope you know how it feels.
Tears
By Chris Tears blinding me,
Heart aches mouth dry,
Head filled with thoughts,
What do I say? what do I do,
How can I help you,
In what way can I help ease,
your pain even momentarily,
I hear your cries across the miles,
Making my eyes also fill with tears,
Wishing I could brush away your tears,
And you brush away mine,
For when you weep I weep,
When your happy I am happy,
Our feelings our moods,
Closely entwined with each others,
I can feel your pain as you mine,
My heart aches to relieve your pain,
And then you say goodnight,
And I sit and weep cause another night,
I could not take your pain away,
Even if but for a brief moment,
I sit in the dark and I cry,
Shedding my tears un-endingly,
My only release from the pain,
In my heart is bitter sleep,
Filled with dreams of your pain,
I feel I hurt I cry because you do.
Dream
by Erin
Blurry but clear
colorful but gray
wonderful yet dreary in an odd
sorta way
words spoken
hearts broken
fantasies that come true
millions od images
soaring to you
Erasing worries
freeing the mind
enjoying a world not of our kind
magical and amazing
lands as vast as the sky
yet it all disappears with the blink on an eye
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Friendship
By Chris As strangers we met,
as the days past our friendship grew,
it expanded and widened its horizons,
closer and closer we became,
I had to watch while you were treated bad,
By others and by lovers,
Had to remain quiet for fear,
Of losing your friendship a fear very real,
But like always you came out alright,
A little cut up and scratched,
But I am here to help clean you up,
You ask me why it is I care,
I answer that I can't tell you,
You say please tell me later,
I reply that I will so I sit and think,
Of why I care and the only thing I can think of,
Is because I'm in love with you.
As I sit alone I sit with her
by Erin
As I sit alone, I sit with here
i wonder what life would be like,
if she were here with me.
I still remember kissing her on the forehead,
and saying good bye, hoping to see her that next day
As I sit alone, I sit with her
Now when I watch the sunset, I see her lovly face,
as I sit and cry, I think of all the good times
we had together,
then I remember all I have now is memories.
As I sit alone, I sit with her
She is now gone forever, slipped away from my reach,
a part of me never to return.
As I sit alone, I sit with her
My Everything
When we first fell in love,
I thought nothing could compare
to the magical romance
that you and I had come to share.
But as time passed,
our feelings deepened
and our closeness grew
and romance turned into
a real and lasting love with you.
You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I've felt your warmth and tenderness
with every word and touch.
I know I can depend on your support and honesty,
the patient understanding
that you always give to me.
There's a special kind of happiness
that only love can bring,
And I've found that happiness with you--
you are my everything. 
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By Erin
When I look at you,
I see life beginning anew
a tenn escaping a childhood of pain
whose days were full of only rain
But now your free to live
and start to recieve
and not just give.
Ill be here and help you get through
because my love for you
will always be true.
What's the point of trying,
When all you do is wrong?
What's the point of crying,
When no one hears your song?
What's the point of love,
When nothing goes your way?
What's the point of effort,
When you can't take another day?
What's the point of memories?
They all will fade away,
What's the point of sensitivity?
You'll just get called gay...
What's the point of happiness?
It lasts only a short time,
What's the point of sadness?
It just ruins your life.
What's the point of seeing?
When everything's a lie?
What's the point of believing?
When all you ask is why?
What's the point of life?
Filled with pain and strife,
And what's the point of me?
Filled with sadness and misery.
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